Monday, October 11, 2010

I'M BORED

Omg, ever since the start of eoys, I've been looking forward to the end of eoys, but now that they've ended, I'm so BORED! The past 4 days were spent sleeping, checking my email obsessively every 5 minutes, and basically shaking my leg and twiddling my thumbs, waiting for something to happen - ANYTHING! And then I came to school today, and I basically did pretty much the same thing.

QUESTION: Which is worse - being bored at home, or being bored at school?

In any case, I've been submitting tributes in those SYOC stories, and I've been playing with the idea of writing another fic, but I really can't be bothered anymore. I have no inspiration, no motivation, I'm just dead here. THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!

So I'm actually supposed to be doing debate now? But I'm waiting for my seniors to come online, and we all know Janelle won't be coming online anyway. Its a stupid topic imo - THBT sovereignty is an outdated concept. Ummm..... what?!??!? I'm even getting sian of debate. Something's wrong with me. -.-

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

EOYS ARE OVERRRRRR!

Eoys are OVERRRRR!

Ahahahaha, freedom at last. Feels good, doesn't it? To celebrate, I went out with Stella, Xiaohui, Vinita, Sophia and Isabelle for macs and frolicks. Yum! :P Frolicks is THE BEST! If I had enough cash, I'd eat it everyday, I swear. But its quite inconvenient to go all the way there?

Anyway, when I got home, my dad just nagged me. About how he doesn't want me to go out to much, how I shouldn't be socialising so much at my age, yada yada yada. He's been doing this since P4, so its just becoming boring and meaningless. Every time, he swears left right center that I should wait till I get older, but hello! I get older with every year he nags me, and I'm still not allowed any freedom.

I just got this insane vision halfway through his nagging (he didn't even notice me zoning out) where I'm like, 40 years old, an old maid, and he's some ancient chikopek, and he's going all "Sarah ah....... I tell you, you cannot go out so much..... No boyfriends until you're older! Must focus on career....." See, that's what happens when you're such a pushover. But seriously, its not like I can tell him to go to hell right in his face right? He'd probably kill me! -.-

Art today was just killer. I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail. Its so frustrating! Its like, I can see this vision right in my head of what I want to draw, which is perfect for the theme, but when I start actually drawing it with the pencil, the standard drops by like, half. But its okay, it still looks pretty decent. Then, I start colouring. And that just ruined my picture totally. So yeah, an F9 is in my future... :(

So, I'm just going to go cheer myself up with ANTM (omg, cycle 15!) and guess the sketch. :)